Introduction
Home sweet home.
October took me back to Milwaukee for a couple of weeks to visit. I'd been there a few months earlier, but the change of season and circumstance brought a different experience and perspective.
Each trip home is a journey. Packing up and getting things ready to leave, a day of flying both ways, settling into another place, working in a new environment, then returning to pick up where I left off. As if nothing happened.
The projects are still there, but the context, focus and concentration surrounding them doesn't always survive the interruption. So, lately I've been watching for ways to bridge the transitions, leave myself cues including an organized workspace to return to and notes to orient myself again so I can hit the ground running. A bit like the movie Memento.
Having traveled often this past year, regaining flow and getting back to regular, consistent productivity has become especially important. This month in particular, several experiences have impacted the way I think, what I value and want for myself.
The lobby of the Oriental theater in Milwaukee, taken over by Milwaukee Film who also renovated it. | Photo: Michael Barera, CC BY-SA 4.0
1. The Beauty of Age
Architecture
The first week I was back in Milwaukee, I went to several events with my mom. One was a lecture called Milwaukee Architecture: The Beauty of Age by Matt Jarosz (pictured below left), which compared the demolition of historic buildings such as the former brick train station (Milwaukee Journal/Sentinel) and renowned Plankinton Mansion (Milwaukee Journal/Sentinel), a distinctive residence with deep local roots and significance that was formerly sited on the campus of Marquette University). More modern structures have replaced them since their demolition in 1968 and 1980 respectively.
Photographs (linked above) reveal remarkable craftsmanship, an iconic clocktower, both buildings with heightened ornamentation as well as an individuality that had developed a recognizable place in the city. Of course so many structures have been demolished, often replaced by something ordinary. Cities evolve, but those older structures become part of the city's identity after generations of use.
Milwaukee Film
We also attended a presentation by Milwaukee Film about its work in Milwaukee, especially more recently with the Downer and Oriental theaters (pictured above right). These historic cinemas have been renovated and returned to active use, with year-round programming, classic and contemporary films and member events. I loved hearing about their plans to curate experiences for these spaces. The buildings retain their character while continuing to offer fresh programming to the modern public.

Maybe We'll Fly
The day after I arrived we went to the Milwaukee Chamber Theater to see Maybe We'll Fly, a play about a renowned local artist Mary Nohl, whose sculpture-covered "Witch's House" along Lake Michigan became a landmark for its large sculptures made of bony driftwood and natural materials. Especially haunting at night to teenagers and locals who drive down to see her yard at night, headlights illuminating the freakish scenes in the wild, sprawling property of her lakeside home. Four different actresses portrayed Mary at different ages, sharing the stage and then watching the next as her life unfolded. The older Mary remained present throughout, watching and participating as younger versions of herself moved through experiences that had shaped her.
The audience gradually acquired the context to understand the older woman who had been there all along. Childhood, adulthood and old age occupied the same space, compressing decades into a single view. By the end, the artist, her house and her work carried meaning that simply hadn't been available at the beginning. Together, it was a woman's whole life and career summarized and interpreted in a couple of hours. By the end of the play I felt that I too had dreamed with her younger self of flying and conquering dragons. The complexities of her relationships and path had unfolded with us present for those few moments.
Life in Layers
At my family's home, I've been helping to organize things all over the house. Meanwhile I've encountered boxes of belongings from childhood on through many periods of our family's life. Photos of the many lives, lived here. My brothers and sister, exchange students, collages of cousins and relatives.
The daily experience was fragmented. The history showed what had accumulated.
2. Continued Development
After last month, I was on a roll developing several internal projects. I arrived in Milwaukee with the intention of continuing to develop some of the autonomous systems I've been exploring over the past several months. Specifically, I wanted to test how much useful work could happen remotely, away from my usual setup, with less routine supervision.
Following on my experiments last month, I tested running local Qwen models (via LMStudio) through a Claude Code harness on my laptop, using command line integration to execute extended tasks while I was doing other things. While the experiment worked, one repository exploration took roughly 92 minutes. Other attempts running Bionic with Qwen models overnight encountered integration problems and produced erroneous overnight output. The system was busy all night without even returning usable results let alone producing much that I could confidently build upon.
Meanwhile, I wanted to shoot fresh 360-degree video at landmarks around my neighborhood. To prepare, I downloaded photos from multiple devices to clear up space for field use. Meanwhile, my harddrive was filling up. As the situation got critical, I had to start shutting down applications. By the end of the trip, I'd effectively stopped using it for local dev, exposing limitations in both the development process and my working environment.
Consequently, however, the development work got me to shift my strategy towards smaller, verifiable units, along with better activity histories and records of completed work. I needed to make actual progress not just appear active.
In addition, I was able to retroactively trace my activity because I'd started an activity tracker last month. However I hadn't connected it until the end of the month. Now, looking at October's production history, I can see that the month has actually turned out more substantial than it felt along the way.
I guess the disruption had something to do with it. Wanting to be available and knowing that I was there to visit eventually focused production even further than quota restrictions might. Even efforts to understand what the computer and AI agents were doing developed into tools for recording, preserving and managing that work. By month's end, some of that infrastructure has supported several practical utilities that I am now using regularly. The daily experience may have been full of interruptions and potential setbacks but our new activity tracking reveals what actually happened.




